Friday, May 29, 2009

Questions, No Answers

"Mrs. McMichael, this is Nurse Nancy at the OB-GYN. I have your test results. Your progesterone level was 13.1 which is a little low. And your beta was 0.5.......so you are not pregnant. Your doctor will call you later to discuss what you need to do next. I'm sorry..."

Why is this happening to me? What have I done to deserve this? Why is it that people get pregnant all the time on ACCIDENT and I can't even get pregnant on fertility drugs??? I thought this was supposed to be easy. I thought I could have a baby when I decided I wanted one. I thought it was rare for people to not get pregnant the first few tries on their own. What did I do wrong? Why didn't it work like it was supposed to? Why Why WHY!!!!!!

When will I wake up from this nightmare?

3 comments:

Unknown said...

I'm so sorry it didn't work this time. I know exactly how you feel! I feel like every time I turn around someone I know is pregnant and it just seems to be so easy for them. I wish it was just as easy for us! Know that you have friends like me praying for you.

*hugs*
Lauren

Leslee said...

I'm so sorry you are going through this. I know the pain all too well & it's totally not fair. I wish it was us too. I pray things work out of you soon. You are in my thoughts. *hugs*

IVF Again! said...

I completely understand how you feel. I felt the SAME way a few months ago. We tried Clomid for two cycles before heading to an RE (50 mg/days 5-9). My progesterone level was 12. I was shocked. I didn't understand why a little Clomid wouldn't work? It worked for some many other women I knew that had taken it.

But don't lose hope yet! Sometimes it works the second or third cycle. :)