3rd Test

I couldn't wait until Monday to take the test when I read the box and it guaranteed a 64% chance of an accurate result taking it today! It, too, was negative. And I don't know if it's in my head or not, but I haven't been experiencing any symptoms for the past day or so. I'm really doubtful that I'm pregnant now. But I realllllly hope that I am. REALLLLLLLY hope! I have two tests left and I am going to try my hardest to wait until Thursday to take one. But I'm not the most patient person! Ha. This morning in Sunday school, our class prayed for our 3 expectant mothers and their babies. I couldn't help but feel jealous. I didn't know whether to join in on the prayer and secretly pray for my baby too, or be jealous that they were all pregnant and I'm not. I hate this not knowing. It's an awful feeling. I don't see how a lot of women with infertility wait month to month to month hoping to be pregnant. It's like life just gets put on hold and the only thing you think about or dream about is seeing the positive on the pregnancy test. Hopefully after Thursday I won't have to wait anymore.