Friday, November 7, 2008

Tomorrow, Tomorrow

I have been waiting for Saturday morning all week. I am so excited it's almost here! Today has been the worst, most awful day. I hope the test shows up positive tomorrow and I don't have to wait another 5 days. This is killer! Tonight I am going out to eat with my parents and Brad to try and pass the time along and still having fun! I've been crying pretty much all day today, had my usual craving for a Cherry Limeade from Sonic, and almost threw up at lunch time! Woo Hoo! Bring on that baby! I don't know what I'm going to do if we find out I'm not pregnant. I'm just so sure that I am, I would almost bet my life on it. And now my hopes are very high and so are my family's. I'd hate to have to let everyone, including myself, down. I know it will be very hard, considering our stupid health insurance, but I feel that this is just so right. I mean, how many people actually take birth control pills, never miss a pill, don't take any other medications, and end up pregnant? Not very many. I'm just a basketcase waiting and waiting and waiting. If the test tomorrow is negative, I'm almost tempted to just go buy a couple more to take every day until Thursday! I'm not kidding people! Please, Please, Please pray for me. I'm driving myself insane here. I'll update as soon as I can with the results tomorrow! PRAY!

1 comments:

Kelly said...

Good luck! I hope you get a positive result. Babies have a way of making their way into the world ready or not! At least that was the case with our baby.

We got pregnant our first month of "trying"...come to find out, I had a condition that makes getting pregnant difficult, I was only off the pill for two months and in looking back she was conceived on a date no where near my ovulation.

So, what can I say? When God thinks it's time, it's time!

I took 6 pregnancy tests in one night all while tornadoes were touching down all around us because I couldn't believe the results! Hubby kept calling to me from the basement, "K-mom!! Get down here!" and I was like, "Hold on! I just have to check one more time." How's that for dramatic effect?

Only five of the tests were conclusive, though. On the first test, I was so nervous, I peed on the wrong end of the stick.