Another baby post

Warning: This post may be too much information for you!

It's no big secret that I want a baby and I want one now. Brad does too but with our health insurance policy, you have to be married one year before any maternity coverage is offered. So that means=no baby until May. Well.....the ladies on my side of the family are, let's just say, VERY fertile. One of them-very close, bloodwise- got pregnant TWICE on birth control. So there is a great chance that I could get pregnant while on birth control, too. For about two weeks, I have had a feeling I was pregnant. Weird symptoms: very scatter-brained, hot flashes, dizziness, being tired, on the edge of tears over nothing (and I NEVER cry!), having no skinny days (ha, don't laugh), etc. But I haven't missed a period yet. I just feel pregnant. Brad says I am making myself have symptoms because I want to be pregnant so bad and maybe I am, I don't know. But anyway, my Dad has a really bad habit of pointing out that I'm not as skinny as I used to be. He is an avid health freak that works out almost everyday, drinks all kinds of protein shakes and crap AND has like 5% body fat. And let me just take up for myself here and say that I am not fat. A little fluffy, sure, but fat? NO! So he walks up to me at work today and says, "My baby's filling out..." I turned about 5 shades of red, gave him a devil look and said, "I'm probably PREGNANT, OK?!?!?!" and almost burst into tears. So yeah, I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm turning into a basket case. Psych ward anyone?